Footprints


One night a man had a dream. He dreamed He was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from His life. For each scene He noticed two sets of footprints in the sand. One belonging to Him and the other to the LORD.

When the last scene of His life flashed before Him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of His life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of His life.



This really bothered Him and He questioned the LORD about it. LORD you said that once I decided to follow you, you’d walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don’t understand why when I needed you most you would leave me.



The LORD replied, my precious, precious child, I Love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you.

Cliched? Overused? Tired?

A ‘yes’ to all three of these descriptors of the Footprints poem might work. Nevertheless, I enjoy it and I was thinking on it as I walked along the beach in Dubai. It’s great to know that we have a God in Heaven who is sovereign and thus rules over everything. Even when life’s storms roll through, with faith in Jesus, I can be confidant that my anchor will hold.

I’ve heard it said that Christians, or religious people in general, are weak to have to rely on believing in something unseen to make them feel better and make sense of life, instead of being strong in themselves.  To this I say, “Absolutely!  I am weak!” This is why Jesus says that “the meek will inherit the Earth.”  When we get to a point in our life where the stress is too strong, the troubles are too terrifying, and the pain is too paralyzing, there is no where to turn, but to God!  But, it takes humility to say that we cannot handle our life on our own and devote it to following Him.

I wish I had all the answers and a magic formula for life — unfortunately I don’t.  But what I do know, is that when I loosen the death-grip I have over how I try to control and manipulate my life to suit my own desires, the easier life becomes.  Instead of spinning my tires in place and scrambling to get no where, I can give my troubles over to God and let Him deal with them (for He is certainly capable).   God wants to help us, but we have to allow Him to help us, or He’ll let us go on our miserable way, all alone.

What I take away from the Footprints poem is that the man walking with Jesus on the beach was humble enough to admit that he couldn’t go through this life all by himself.  He needed and wanted a savior — someone to carry him through life’s darkest moments.  In today’s culture, a meek person, a humble person, a person poor in spirit, runs contrary to the ideas of self help, self gratification, and self importance, so that we can be the center of our own universe and control all that revolves around us.  Society says that we need to get recognition, that we shouldn’t appear weak, and that we can solve all our problems if we just search within ourselves.

I humbly submit that we will never have the power within ourselves to ease our troubles and make sense of life.  Once we rein in our pride and admit to ourselves that we need help, God steps in and carries us the rest of the way!  I struggle with failing to give areas of my life over to God because I want to be in control.  I want to do better in that area.  In a word, I need to be more humble.  

So where are you today?  Is there some part of your life that you just need to let go of and allow God to carry you?  I’ll bet, like to poem says, that if you give it to God, He won’t let you down.  It’s okay to not have all the answers and it’s okay to be “weak” in the world’s eyes.  God will never let down those who humbly put their faith in Him.

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Desert Sunrise


I just got back from Dubai, on a trip that went through Bangkok, Mumbai, on to Dubai, and back again. Click the picture above to see some photos I took during my time in Dubai. That trip is always so tough on the body because we fly on the back side of the clock. For example, we left Dubai at 10:30 PM in Dubai, but our bodies felt like it was 3:30 AM, the time it is in Hong Kong when the clocks in Dubai say 10:30. Ideally, I would get eight hours of sleep prior to flying back to Hong Kong, but trying to go to bed at 11:00 AM and stay asleep for seven to eight hours is almost impossible. What ends up happening is that I’m awake during the day and then have to fly all night as well. So what do I do? I just fight through the fatigue, knowing that I’ll have a few days to recover once back in Hong Kong.

Because my body time was messed up, I had the nice opportunity to be up and awake for the sunrise. A true view to a sunrise can’t begin while there is already light in the sky — it has to start when everything is still completely dark. True magic happens in the few minutes between the first lightening of the sky and when the sun first peeps over the farthest edge of the earth. The sky has an infinite number of color shades from deep blue at the zenith of the sky, to a deep golden orange at the horizon. Seeing the sun come up is great, but once it appears, it washes out so many of the deep colors in the sky due to its brilliance.

My view from the 26th floor of the Shangri La Hotel Dubai was great because the windows in the room angle out at 45 degree angles to form a little place to sit and have about a 200 degree view of the city. I sat there in a few nice quiet moments, enjoying the sunrise, thinking about my wife, whom I haven’t seen in weeks and is so far away, and being encouraged by reading God’s Word.

It’s always nice to be reading the Bible while simultaneously witnessing something of a miracle of beauty in His Creation. I guess it helps me to stand in more awe of Him. In my case, it was just the simple, quiet sunrise. I think of how the astronauts of Apollo 8 read from the Bible when they saw the first “Earth Rise” on that Christmas Eve in ’68. “In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth . . .” In moments like that, what more can we do than quote the Creator?

By the way, it was Bill Anders who took, in my opinion, one of the most amazing photographs of all time. With one click, he showed just how fragile and yet how important humanity is, sitting on a small blue planet, out in the vastness of space. A picture of a far off galaxy is one thing, but seeing our own home, and putting it into perspective, is nothing short of miraculous.


Dubai has some amazing creators. The Burj, the tallest building in the world, is in several of my pictures. It will stand nearly 2,700 feet tall upon completion and is a sight to behold in person. It looks puny in the pictures — until one starts getting within a mile or so. Then, the magnitude of the structure starts to take full affect. On our approach charts for the arrival into OMDB (Dubai’s airport), the minimum safe altitude, or MSA, has been raised to 3,800 feet. The MSA has to guarantee 1,000 feet of clearance over any obstacle. It’s wild to see that high of an MSA in a flat desert, all because of one amazing building!

However, my pictures of the Burj pale in comparison to the EarthRise shot. It just goes to show that we humans are capable of remarkable things, but nothing beats the true Creator! It’s that same Creator who looks after my Sweet Pea while I am away for so long. It’s He that guides me through my tough training at Cathay and it’s He who brings matchless peace in a busy, stressful world. Sometimes, it’s just the simple things, like watching a sunrise, that remind me of who God is and what He wants to do for me and through me.  I need to allow the true Creator to create in me the type of person that he wants me to be.

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Flying here and there


My schedule is going to be keeping me pretty busy in the next two weeks. Because of this, my blog entries are going to suffer. Because I’m in training, the flight assignments change all the time and the only way to stay sane is to be flexible. I was scheduled to go to Manila in the morning. Then, after preparing for that, in the afternoon, it got changed to Taipei. Now, that trip just got taken off my schedule. Things are all a little fluid, but it gets frustrating for me as a newbie. Why? Because flights take hours to prepare for and when they change or get removed from the schedule, that time is somewhat lost.

Later this week, barring any changes, I’ll be headed out on a four day trip that departs Hong Kong for Bangkok, Mumbai, Dubai, and back through Mumbai and back to Hong Kong. A few days later, I’ll do a round trip to Johannesburg, South Africa. That trip is longer than my Hong Kong-Frankfurt trip by about 1,000 miles. Johannesburg is around 6,600 miles from Hong Kong and is mostly flown over the Indian Ocean. One of the only places to drop into in an emergency would be Diego Garcia, an airport that is basically the whole island, that sits 1,000 miles south of the Indian coast.

In some ways, flying at night, over the Himalayas or over vast oceans can be pretty spooky. The new route over the Himalayas used to travel from South East Asia to Europe is called Yankee One (Y1). It’s the path that requires all the escape routes incase of an engine failure or rapid loss of cabin pressure. At night, flying along in total darkness, and not being able to see out and see the mountain tops, but knowing they are there, ready to kill you if you aren’t prepared, is pretty sobering. It’s the same on the way to South Africa or to America’s Left coast. At night, nothing can be seen out the front windows, but there are miles and miles of flat ocean below us. I don’t know about you, but I don’t like the thought of treading water for more than a few hours in the cold north Atlantic. Yes, there are life rafts, but, will they inflate when I need it to? Will I even be able to survive the crash to get to a raft?

Ultimately, history and safety records are on my side, and better than that, I know there is a God in Heaven who looks after me. Which reminds me: During a crash, I wonder how many people who have spent their life ignoring God finally decide to call out to him? Anyway, seeing the Himalayas during daylight hours is one thing, knowing that we could turn to avoid a peak if we had to descend due to an engine failure. But when the night is as dark as pitch, and all you have is a computer and a map, things can get a little more serious. I liken it to being in a submarine, navigating underwater canyons without being able to see out — except for us in a plane, it’s better than being in a sub, because while all is going well (like 99.999% of the time) we are above the mountain tops and above the icy waters below.

I have a new found respect for the pilots who have gone before me flying long routes over potentially deadly terrain. There are some passengers out there who say that all we do is push a few buttons on a computer and drink our coffee. Well, parts of that may be true part of the time, but when the airplane suffers a depressurization and the only safe thing to do is get lower for breathable air and play chicken with the mountain ridges that we can’t see because it’s a dark night, those people might start to get a different idea of what we do. Then, once safely on the ground in Urumqi (pronounced Ur-rum-chi), a desolate place in western China and an emergency landing site and safe haven amongst 28,000 foot high mountains, hopefully, the coffee drinking, button pushing stigma melts away!

As amazing as all that sounds, as far as I know, I don’t think it has ever happened, at least not at Cathay. However, that is part of the reason why training is so stressful and long: there are so many things to learn about and prepare for. Flying 747 long haul flights has taught me that a lack of preparation and mental preparedness can be deadly. Yes, I want training to be over, but I also what to know all that I need to know to be a safe Cathay pilot.

Now, where’s my coffee? I have some buttons to push!

A quick switch


I’m just doing a little housekeeping by moving our blog to our mirrored blog site here at Google. Now, when you click on the Blog link at the top of our navigation bar at TobyLaura.com, you’ll be taken to our Google blog instead of our iWeb blog.

Here, you will see the same links (over on the right) for the Photo Album, Links, Home, etc. I’m going to use the Google blog until I can wrap my brain around WordPress. As far as the iWeb blog, it will remain, but only from a link on the Google Blog — but no biggie.

If you wish, you may post comments on the Google blog, and hopefully those comments won’t get deleted like they were on iWeb.

Finally, I call our Google blog: New Mercies. Blogging is somewhat of a journaling, daily experience. In the same way, God’s mercies are also new: every morning. When I wake up, I try and remember that His mercies are new every morning and that every day will hold new blessings from Him. A bad day, in the moment, may not seem so blessed, but God is always good and works in us so we act according to His good purpose. As I write about my life, I’m reminded that His mercies are certainly new every day.

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Financial crisis (?) perspective

The following article is from GetRichSlowly.org and can provide some great perspective during this financial “crisis” we find ourselves in today.

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John D. Rockefeller founded the Standard Oil company in 1870. He was the first American billionaire and one of the richest men to ever live. I am sure many people today wish they could have walked in his shoes. If, somehow they could, I think some would find it to be eye-opening.

Are you richer than John D. Rockefeller?

As wealthy as he was, Rockefeller might have had anything that money could buy. But what a few hundred dollars may buy today, couldn’t be bought with millions 150 years ago.

Today, we have central heating and air conditioning, cars, planes, Tempur-Pedic mattresses, iPods, and millions of other gadgets. Even Rockefeller in his day couldn’t buy air conditioning. Maybe he had fifteen people fanning him on a hot summer’s day (because he could afford it), but I would rather have air conditioning. He probably had chauffeurs to take him by horse and buggy all around town, but I would much rather be riding in a ten-year-old Chevy. Wouldn’t you?

If we change the way we think of “wealth” and compare our standard of living to Rockefeller’s, we’re doing pretty good. In fact, I would go as far to say the majority of Americans live an all-around more “comfortable” life than Rockefeller did. Who then, is actually richer?
How much do we really need to be happy?
If your household annual income is over $50,000, then you are in the top 1% richest in the world. (See for yourself at the Global Rich List.) And if we can agree that most of us are living a more comfortable life than a billionaire at the turn of the Twentieth Century, then shouldn’t we be happy with what we have?
Should the fact that someone is living a more comfortable life than we are make us less comfortable? Or couldn’t we be satisfied knowing that we live a more comfortable life than 99% of the world’s population, or the richest man 150 years ago?
And maybe we aren’t complaining — maybe we are just using our credit cards instead. Do we really need all the junk we are buying or are we forgetting how good we actually have it?
Why not keep up with the Joneses?
What’s the point with all this? Why spend energy trying to be grateful for the things we have? Why not just try to keep up with the Joneses? Here are a few reasons:
1. Life is far more enjoyable when you are grateful.  Grateful people divert their energy to seeing the good things they’ve been given rather than focusing on what they don’t have. This alone makes them much happier and far more enjoyable to be around.
2. You can save a lot of money.  When you are thankful that you have a car rather than having to ride the bus everyday, it makes it a lot easier to break the habit of buying a new car every year. This can apply to anything — HDTV is great, but so is color TV. Remember when that was the new break-through technology?
3. Forgetting about the Joneses can set you free.  Doing things to impress and appease other people is a dangerous trap. So many people voluntarily become “puppets” to those they are trying to impress — trading control of their lives for temporary social approval. Having been enslaved by it for years, I suggest forgetting about what the Joneses think. They’re overrated anyway.
4. You can actually enjoy the things you have.  Everything loses a bit of its appeal as we get used to it. From a new pair of shoes, a new car, a spouse, or anything else — they are all really exciting while we are anticipating them. But, once we have them for a while, they just aren’t as exciting as they once were. By truly appreciating it and focusing on the benefits of it rather than the “greener grass” elsewhere we can truly enjoy what we have.
I don’t say all this to suggest that we all should live like we are hovering around the poverty line. I merely want to suggest that maybe, just maybe, we have it a little bit better than we think. Regardless of whether you have 60″ HDTV and new BMW or a 19″ Sanyo and a 10 year old Chevy — be grateful. Either way, Rockefeller would be jealous.

“It’s not having what you want, It’s wanting what you’ve got.” — Sheryl Crow

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Hong Kong to Frankfurt


I just got back from my first long-haul flight. It was a trip from Hong Kong to Frankfurt and then back to Hong Kong. The flight was almost 13 hours to Germany and about 11 coming back. It’s all pretty amazing when I think about how my longest flight at my last job as a regional pilot was around three hours.

On long flights like these, we have four pilots, where two are always at the controls at any one time. The captain and I were at the controls for takeoff and climb up to cruise and then we went to bed in the bunks. The other two guys flew us for about five hours, and then we got up and took over while they went to bed. Then, all four of us were up for the landing into Frankfurt.

The cockpit of the 747 is great because inside we also have a room with two bunks and a bathroom. The toilet is on the right and the bunk room is on the left, and we can go the whole flight without having to leave the cockpit. The flight attendants are really great and bring us food or coffee and we get on with the business of flying.

The bed that I was in was pretty nice — it was quiet and dark in there. It is hard to get sleep when your body clock says it’s daytime, or the turbulence keeps waking you up. After a few hours of bouncing and sleeping, one of the other pilots came in to wake me up for my shift.

Four pilots you ask? There is a captain, who is in charge, a relief commander, who is in charge when the captain is asleep, a first officer (copilot), and a second officer. The relief commander can be a captain, but is usually a senior first officer. The second officer doesn’t fly, but helps with paperwork and watches over the autopilot.

This flight to Germany took us over the mountains of China. When the captain and I woke up, we were already past the high ground, but we’d have our chance to deal with flying over the mountains on the way back to Hong Kong. Flying over mountains is much more challenging than over flat lands, because we have to be prepared for a depressurization or engine failure. If we depressurize, we need to get down to a lower altitude for breathable air. Sure, oxygen masks will drop, but they won’t provide pressurized oxygen to passengers at high altitudes. Consciousness with those little masks is about 15 minutes above 20,000 feet. The trouble comes in when the highest mountain peaks are over 25,000 feet! What to do if we need to descend for air?

There are published escape routes through the mountains that allow us to descend to a lower level depending on where we are and where we are headed. Sometimes, even the escape routes keep us up around 20,000 feet. The passengers just have to suck on that oxygen mask until we can get lower, but all the routes guarantee that we can get down in enough time. If they didn’t, we wouldn’t be able to use that route. With an engine failure, or two, we also have to descend, because the remaining engines don’t have enough power to maintain altitude. That descent isn’t as bad because we come down slowly, and have time to think about where to go. Rapid depressurization is more critical, because we have to descend to a lower altitude (for breathable air) and thus the critical need of escape routes.

It’s all technical and very critical, with constant planning on the current escape route, and asking ourselves how low can we go now if we had a problem, but it gives us something to do with the hours we spend up front.

On our way to Frankfurt, after the captain and I got up, we had a low hydraulic quantity message in the number one hydraulic system. There are four systems, one pressurized from each engine. With just a little bit of fluid remaining, we turned off the hydraulic pump to save the last bit we had with the plan to bring it back up online just prior to landing. In flight, there is enough redundancy to not have any problems with one system turned off. However, that system runs our nosewheel steering and once on the ground, we’d need that to get to the gate.

We advised air traffic control when approaching Frankfurt that we would be able to turn off the runway, but we might not be able to taxi to the gate. We put a lot of emphasis on the fact that we would not block the runway, however! But, once we were on final approach, we could see hundreds of flashing lights from fire trucks and rescue equipment. They followed us down the runway and all the way to the gate. When we landed, there was enough hydraulic fluid to allow for steering, but that didn’t stop all the rescue people.

Since we knew it wasn’t a big deal, we never mentioned it to the passengers, but once we landed, we were upset that the airport had caused such a scene for so little, especially as the passengers could look out their windows and wonder what was going on. All in the name of safety I guess (or overtime for the crash and rescue workers!)

The captain made the landing because there could have been some trouble and with my experience level, it would have been best if he were flying. Normally, the flying pilot does both the takeoff and the landing, but in this case, I was happy to sit and watch.

Once in Frankfurt, we took a bus to Mainz, Germany, where we stayed in a very nice Hyatt Regency right on the Rhine river. Mainz is where Johann Gutenberg is from, the inventor of the printing press and the “Gutenberg Bible.” I took several hours to walk around Mainz, a beautiful little town, and took a tour of the Gutenberg museum. The museum held four original Gutenberg Bibles inside a huge walk-in vault. You can click the picture at the top of the blog entry to see more photos from Mainz.

Coming back to Hong Kong the next day was good and uneventful. This time, the job of navigating and planning the route over the mountains fell to the captain and me. Luckily, there was no trouble. Coming back to Hong Kong, a few hours out from landing, we could watch the sun come up, from 39,000 feet.

All in all, it was fun trip. I get stressed out during these training flights, as I am always learning and messing up, and then learning again. But, flying to Europe and back from Hong Kong, through mountains, beautiful overnights and nice hotels, I think I’ll enjoy it, training or not.

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Little accident


In the process of doing some website updating, I made a mistake and deleted all the comments from our blog. Whoops! If you’ve posted here and no longer see your comments, it’s certainly not because I didn’t appreciate them.

Because I’m starting over with a clean slate, I’m just going to disable comments from the blog section. Until I move our website to a different web host where I can run a WordPress blog and can then have some protection on saving comments, I’ll just leave them turned off. Hosting this site on the Apple servers through “.Mac” (then MobileMe before all Apple hosting was cancelled all together) is easy, but prone to heartache and troubles, like losing blog comments!

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